Oh yeah…

About those recipes. I swear they are coming.

Anyway – It was my birthday yesterday and this year I decided I just wanted to be alone so I went on a quick trip to Boston. I ran by the Charles River, wandered around alone, watched the symphony, and peacefully ate my lunches alone. I drove home yesterday, and today in honor of the “doing nothing” theme… I spent about 75% of my day prostrate in bed with a carton of chocolate and my laptop.

I’m feeling frustrated again. It’s just this bubbling frustration and anger about everything. I’m stuck and it sucks.

My friend told me that this is only so hard because it has taken me so long to fail… I’ve lead a relatively stress-free existence and had success without having to struggle for every single thing. Interesting theory.

I know I will be fine… but right now while I’m trying to move forward, all I feel is like I am sitting still. Being still. And it blows.

Another whiney post, but I’ll post recipes tomorrow after I get over the fact that I am a year older and feel so far behind again.

 

The Shakedown

I know most people post their Thanksgiving recipes BEFORE the day… but I am posting after. Mostly because I will make a list of things I want to make, and then tweak, change, and edit as I go.

This year, I wanted to spend as little time as possible in the kitchen on Thanksgiving day so I could enjoy time with my family, so I started cooking on Tuesday. I chose dishes that would be easily baked and pre-assembled before Thanksgiving and still reheat beautifully. For vegetable dishes, I pre-blanched all of the vegetables so they would have to spend less time in the oven. I realize it is quite time consuming, but for a less stressful Thanksgiving day… this is absolutely the way to go. Each year I revise my approach to Thanksgiving… and I get a bit more organized each year. This year was quite well organized, and with my awesome parents and older sister clean up was quick.

My menu? (Dessert was provided by my wonderful guests)

Appetizers

  1. Spinach and Artichoke Dip
  2. Salmon Mousse

Mains

  1. Oregano and Thyme Roasted Turkey
  2. Potatoes Gratin
  3. Honey Roasted Root Vegetables
  4. Soy and Garlic Green Beens
  5. Parmesan Brussel Sprouts
  6. Orange Sweet Potatoes and Coconut
  7. Roasted Corn
  8. Apple Fig Wheatberry Salad
  9. Spinach Salad with Balsamic Vinegar Glaze and Pomegranate Arils
  10. Pumpkin Stuffed Mushrooms
  11. Apple Cider Spiced Cranberry Sauce
  12. Giblet and Caramelized Onion Gravy

 

I’ll post the recipes in a series of separate posts since my menu was pretty long. However, I will give you details on how I went about arranging my pre-Thanksgiving Day cooking.

Sunday – I chose my menu. I went through and selected dishes that would be easy to preassemble and in some cases prebake. I also selected an even distribution of dishes. Ones that would be heated on the stove and others than would be in the oven. My parents only have a single oven, so everything that needed to be heated or cooked in the oven would have to be amiable to a 325F oven, or be able to be heated last minute while the turkey rested. I wrote a list of every single ingredient that would be needed

Monday – I checked the baking dishes and pans… I made sure that I had enough bakeware and other tools to pull of the dinner. I also ran through my list of ingredients and checked off the ones that I already had at home.

Tuesday – I shopped and purchased all of the food that I would need for dinner. I also was mindful to include a couple extra things to throw together breakfast and lunch on Thanksgiving day. I also washed and trimmed all of the vegetables for my dishes. In the case of the brussel sprouts, I preblanched them, sealed the sprouts in a bag and packed them away for Thursday. I also made the components for the wheatberry salad, allowing the fruit and berries to meld together.

Wednesday – I started putting together all of the oven dishes. I baked them late at night, let them cool and refrigerated them.

Thursday – I put everything together. I put the turkey in the oven. And ate a ton!!

🙂

Recipes to follow over the next few days!

xoxo

-H

Ten Mile Wednesday

It would have been way more awesome to be Ten Mile Thanksgiving… but I’m cooking tomorrow so I wouldn’t have time.

Anyway ~ I ran ten miles today. I was only planning on running 9… but it was just so beautiful! So I kept bopping along. 🙂 It was a gorgeous 54 degrees so my run was just phenomenal!

🙂 Hope you all have a happy thanksgiving!!!

xoxo

-H

Six Mile Sunday

Seven Mile Sunday sounds good too… but I only did six. I ran 6 miles in 56:34 – which comes out to roughly 9:26/mile. I wasn’t planning on running much today, but I stuck my head out the door and it was just so beautiful I had to go. Half way through my run the sun broke out of a cloud and threw this gorgeous rainbow over the path I was running. It’s a shame I don’t run with my phone or camera because it was a truly stunning look.

Yesterday, I ran 3 miles in about 26 minutes and I came home and was immediately ill. I started having issues with headaches after runs about…. 2 years ago. I noticed that after particularly strenuous runs that I would come home, and be sick. The kind of headache that makes you want to vomit, your balance is off, and those pesky tears seep out of the corners of your eyes. The distance varies with how I’m feeling, but recently I’ve been getting headaches after my runs even though they are short ones. My failsafe? Drinking Gatorade. I’ve tried Powerade and other sports beverages, but none of them eliminate the pesky headache like Gatorade. I’m not really sure the cause, I’ve been told that it has to do with electrolyte levels, hydration issues, sodium levels, and finally (and most terrifyingly) issues with vessels in my brain. The point is… I found that drinking some Gatorade and choking back an electrolyte gel packet eliminates the headache. Yesterday? I forgot and I was in bed before 9:00pm snoozing off my migrane. Today? I remembered and I feel great.

I’ve been trying to vary my runs between distances and speeds because I realized I have not been getting sore after my runs. And I kind of LOVE that achy soreness you get from working out that just proves you actually DID work out. You know… that kind of groan when you sit because all of your muscles are protesting the beating you put them through? I LOVE THAT FEELING! I’ve also thrown in some light weight exercises, and occasionally I walk on the treadmill just to vary my workouts.

There is no point to this post. It’s kind of a ramble of running stuff I do. And. So. Thanks for reading. Also – let me know in the comments if you want some of my reviews on running gear. I always have trouble buying multiples of things because unless you field test it, all work out gear feels great!!

xoxo

-H

 

 

Hello Pumpkin!

I noticed, scrolled through, that I’ve been posting a lot about my feelings. Surprising considering I’m normally taciturn when it comes to those gooey feeling things. Anyway. I got my brooding ass out of bed this morning and went to a new market to purchase things to make.

I read recipes for a couple hours every single day… I’m not kidding. I read blogs with all sorts of kinds of food, and then I read some articles, and sometimes I’ll pull out my giant pile of cookbooks and read those. I read about food a lot. And not even how to make food… but about the food itself. How is it grown? Where? What makes it taste like that? Anything… I read it.

Anyway, I was reading Eggs on Sunday this morning (do you know her? She’s awesome. She lives in Ithaca and makes all sorts of delicious things… you should read her) when I was reading her recipe for biscuits… with squash. They are orange. And fluffy. And… I needed to make them. I made a few tweaks… like I added more yogurt and I used pumpkin instead of squash. I also baked mine just a tad bit longer… and I also scaled back on some of the leavening ingredients because I always find them a bit metallic tasting.

The point is, I ate 4 of these slathered with artisanal butter (from France and the name escapes me) and some really good apricot jam. I imagine these biscuits would be good savory with a bit of cracked pepper, cheese, and rosemary added in. I also imagine them delightful in a sweeter context with a cheesecake swirl in between layers with caramel drizzled over them. And… of course these biscuits are just perfect simply so with butter.

I will consider adding these in a checkered napkin basket for my Thanksgiving table… I’m almost positive they will make the cut.

Pumpkin Biscuits (original inspiration here)

  • 2 cups of all purpose flour
  • 1 scant teaspoon of salt
  • 1 scant tablespoon of baking powder (you know, I hate the word “scant”… seriously wtf is that supposed to mean? Anyway, this is how I do it. I measure the normal amount and then level with a curved spoon edge instead of a knife.)
  • 1 teaspoon of baking soda
  • 4 tablespoons of butter, frozen
  • 1 cup of pureed pumpkin (I got mine in a can)
  • 1/4 cup of greek yogurt
  1. Preheat your oven to 450 degrees Fahrenheit
  2. In a bowl, whisk together all of the dry ingredients
  3. Using a grater with medium sized holes (your microplane will NOT work for this), grate the frozen butter into the dry ingredients. (Now here are my nitpicking suggestions for grating butter… first dip the butter into the dry mixture to coat, this will help the butter grate smoothly and not clump. It also prevents it from sticking to your hands.)
  4. Once the butter is grated, break up large clumps with your fingers until it resembles coarse crumbs.
  5. Make a well in the middle of the dry ingredients and add the pumpkin puree and yogurt at once. Using a circular motion, incorporate the dry ingredients into the wet until a cohesive ball of dough forms. It should be just a bit sticky.
  6. Pat the dough onto a floured surface and stamp into biscuits. (I hate the texture of twice rolled biscuits so I just pat mine into a rectangle-ish shape and cut into semi-equal pieces)
  7. Bake at 450 F for 10 minutes. I like my biscuits to have a certain crunch on the outside so I bake just a bit longer.

 

 

Once Upon a Time

When I was a kid, I remember my mother telling me with no uncertainty that I would never be the same as my friends. She told me firmly that all the sadness I felt was nothing, because I was going to do something amazing with my life. At the time I was angry with her for telling me I had to suffer the indignity of being a nerd and “not cool,” but now whenever I feel at odds with my peers, I feel oddly comforted that my path has always been destined to be different.

I’ve found it difficult to not be angry these past few weeks, but I am putting shoes on my feet and moving forward. I was always good at focusing and moving forward as a kid, and I’ve vowed not to lose sight of the things that are important. Moving forward. Making a difference. Being happy.

So. I wrote up my Thanksgiving Menu. I do this every year. I write a list of things. I usually only serve one or two things different from the year before so the menu has a thread of continuity from year to year. This is my list for this year (recipes to follow tomorrow or the day after)

  1. Turkey – thyme, butter, lemon
  2. Stuffed Mushrooms
  3. Twice baked sweet potatoes
  4. Garlic Tri-Color Mashed potatoes
  5. Arugula, Endive and Grapefruit Salad
  6. Maple glazed carrots
  7. Garlic and Soy green beans
  8. Pumpkin pie with bourbon whipped cream

What are your plans for Thanksgiving??

Give Me Patience

Patience is not one of my strongest qualities. I lack a certain ability to wait. I am always surprisingly irritated when people need extra time to complete tasks, and surprisingly unhappy when it comes to sitting still to wait. However, since I have not passed the bar I feel like I must sit quietly and bide my time. It’s a game of patience and persistence. Persistence is something I am intimately familiar with, but the patience that is required for retaking this exam with grace and dignity is something I am struggling with.

Despite my frustration, a friend told me “one set back, dust your ass off and keep going. you’ve got this” and somehow it made it just a bit better.

So. This week, I am getting back up and patiently working through all the things that must be done.

Old friends

This week I was invited to Marine Corps Ball in DC. A friend from high school invited me. We weren’t really friends in high school but we kept in touch over the years. It is always funny to me who you end up keeping in touch with from your past… It is never who you expect. I have had friends who seem like the forever kind, but the moment time and space come together the friendship dissolves in its own natural way. No bitter feelings, just quiet dissolution.

Anyway, I also ran into an old college acquaintance and it was so strange what he remember of me since I don’t remember anything as detailed about him.

Thoughts for the day. Hope everyone is having a beautiful week!

Run!

I caught this picture today on my hike with my dog… it’s just such an amazing picture even though it is a bit blurry. It just feels so earnest with her little ears flopping and her serious little face racing down the hill.